my dizzy day..

lazy lazy lazy.. this is "nafsu" right?

always bugging me around.. especially 2day.. huhu..
get me headache at the end..

but, weird thing happen when i'm lazy..
i prone to go to my grandparents house when i'm lazy.. after that  i probbly will scroll around my phone, looking for someone to talk to..

at this point.. is it still lazy or moody or just looking for attention.?? 
i guess attention it it is..

am i looking for someone who can fill up my heart?? why wont i grab "tafsir" and read it like my others friends did.??  

i need to find some way to win myself, and set up my mind...

ya Allah.. please show me ur guidance...