whaaaa...serabut

hurm...  letihnye bdnn,, tp yg peliknye asyik2x bile nk study

paling banyk lecture bley abis pn.. 1 lecture.. walaupn abiskn satu mlm.. huuu

kepale serabut.. bkn sbba pe pn..

1st slalu pikir lecture ade yg bersuusun,, then , organisasi futsal.. dlm mase same nk kne hntr analysis kt kilang(AKU KNE BUAT SORANG?? )  nk mintk kwn tlg buat rangke spss .. tp sume busy,, huu

xde orgg nk tlg aku.. letih-letih..

sejak gerai klinikal kt kilang tu.. aku jd malas dah.. slalu letih..

ibadah pn menurun.. iman pn xkuat.. apehal la aku nie.??

nasib baek ade usrah.. dpt jgk boostt up iman ku..

ya ALLAH , ampunillah segala dosa-dosa ku.. permudahkan lah urusan ku didunia dan di akhirat..

dan bukakn lah hatiku .. dan kembalikan lah aku di jalan yg kau redhai..

mulai hari ini .. aku nk berdiri dibumi yg nyata.. aku nk kembali berjuang menimba ilmu ..

siapkn abis study.. revise.. n call my mom lagi heheh

p/s tasha .. have a nice holiday at indone.. hehek

i'm back.... !!

hehe.. urm what should i buy for a 

WEDDING present..??

lynn oo lynn.. aku kasi 

mangguk bley x kt kakak hang../?

apeape pn kne beli jugak besok.. hee

meghilang..

dah lame aku menghilang.. dr blogku inie..

hrm. sumenye strt dr cuti mid sem yg lepas..

 6-7 ogos 2010.. 

kami sekeluarga buat familyday kt hot srping sungkai..

hari pertama , mmg sngt

i need to practise..!!

i need to practice to say BISMILLAH when ever i need to do somthing..

i need to practice to say ALAHAMDULILLAH when ever i've finish doing somthg...

i need to practice to reflect back all the COMPLIMENT that people say it to me, back to ALLAH..

and i need to IMPROVE MYSELF whenever people say somthing WRONG about Me..

because all the GOOD THING is came from ALLAH..

and all the "BAD THING" came from my OWN MISTAKE..

Balance between islamic Syari'ah and Syiar..

bissmillahirrohmannirohim..

to day, after magrib, we had an intresting Usrah

 people who attend are..

abg saifulnizam(5th yr)

azlan (3rd yr)

Qazrin

wan Z

nirul n

me

hurm.. actually its been a long time we didn't gathers like this.. 

i think about 4 months... eheh

but our discussion was very interesting..

abg saifulnizam said.. about syari'ah n syiar.. 

some people just concern about syariah.. but neglected syiar..

but what is it syariah n syiar?

hurm i also not so sure how to explain it.. but

as far as i knew, syariah.. is the guide line for rules in islam..

or rules in islam..

syiar is more toward presentation or sign that represent how Islam is

hurm... at first i not really understand what abg saiful is talking about..??

then, he said.. "for example, like people who have knowledge but shy to practice it."

he  said.. "some of us..are shy to wear "Qopiah" to go to the mosque or when to go out side..

and rather wearing some modern style instead..

even to wearing "baju melayu" we are shy..

isn't that we suppost to be So.. proud to practice the Islamic way of dressing or life..

because Islam is the religions that Allah accept 

to be practising among human being.."

from what i remamber from my 2ndary school,, it is gud for u to 

practising urself in Islamic way of dressing.. 

because it make u nearer to do the gud things..

as long as u trying to understand the purpose of doing it..

like my ustazah said " bile seseorg itu cube utk berpakaian atau mengamalkn 

sunnah rasullullah.. itu adalah sngat baek.. dgn jgn pula kite pandang serong 

kepada mereka, sebaliknye beriakn sokongan dan dorangan kpd mereke..

kerane bile kite bersangka buruk kpd org itu.. kelak kita pula yg mendapat dosa!"

hurm.. after that Qazrin pulak memberikan pendapat dan idea nyee..

he said.. "to practising Islam in life 4 example we can see in an organisation..

the leader himself must show and follow the guideline in Islam.. 

if the leader is in the correct pathway in  managing his organisation..

insya'allah.. the rest will follow.. 

but it doesn't mean the people inside the organisation have to listent 100% to the leader..

if the leader do somthing wrong.. for example finishing their organisation work until nearly magrib..

an individual should voice up a voice to remind the leader..

but the problem today.. when a person trying to advicing..

that person will be seen as a weird person..such as, it is not an appropriate thing to be ask.."

then nirul said " the election of a leader must be ideal.. the appropriate person should be given the apportunity to be voted..and the elector plays an important role in choosing a new  leader and if the selected leader are wrong and everything will be wrong!."

at the end.. abg saiful said.. "the most important thing today is that we.. got something to share n practising..

no need to go far.. but just start with ourself first..

be a leader to ourself.. n try to improve ourself in an appropriae way..

P/S: fuuhh.. alhamdulillah i got this chance to be involve in such usrah,..

there's many more content inside this usrah actually.. 

but.. the thing that makes me realize is that,, how far have i did to improve myself.. 

in strengthen my "IMAN" ?? how far have i did to help my religions..??

and how far n how deep my knowledge in fardhu ain..??

huuuuu.. sobsob.. there's many more thing that i didn't know..

n more thing that i need to practise.. 

after joining this usrah.. i feel much more energetic bcoz i already knew the reason.. why we need to do such things.. n i need someone to guide me.. 

but not to be a hypocrit.. bcoz it is quite hard 4me to practising it my daily life.. but i'll do my best 

in improving myself..!!

 

together with prying to allah.. to give me a light n guidence.. 

in going through this adventurous life..

Insyaallah..

Wisdom oF the Day...!!

"What actions are most excellent? To gladden the heart of human beings, to feed the hungry, to help the afflicted, to lighten the sorrow of the sorrowful, and to remove the sufferings of the injured." (Bukhari)

reflection for interaction day..

urmm.. need some time.. wait aaee

interaction day with my buddy...

hehe.. a happiest day of my life..

2day 2day is the interaction day with my BuDDy.. 

waa... my buddy just like mee u know..!! hahah

big guy n have SaMe NaME like me.. = eZat.. 

it just i the only one who have Lex at the back laa kn..?? hehe

urm.. at first i  wake up late la kn ...

n then rushing to bus stop by my bike.. 

to arrange the juniors.. heheh

"sambil menyelam minum air.."

jgn mara... 

but its a gud thing that i help my frends to take care of the bus.. 

got my time to chit chat wif my buddy over there.. heheh

all his friends are gud.. alim2x n nerd2x pn ade whahaah(jhtnye aku)

but the amoi beside him also ok.. whahah thats diff story kk..

then.. hurm.. at DK1.. panASSSSnyee la..

air cond x functioning laa. hehe

then the ceremony strt.. blablabla..

the video sngt best...!!! waargg,,  happynyeela tgk cite buddy tu..

the effect was very GreaTTtt,, i wonder wht sofware are their using..??

the best word that i remember from Prof Syahrir speach.. is that

"u n ur buddy is the same, and the senior actually still have nothing and still same as u, until he got the medical scroll"

whahah... but i wish that my senior buddy will be someone big and important at the wad soon..

so senang la sket nk cuti nnt heheh..

and then .. picture time!!!.. huuuuhuh

at this moment.. my mood swing a bit..

whre all the chinese in my PBL???

what la they .. just leave n didn't come 4 the program.. 4wht??

one more thing.. is "S" .. i go up there calling 4him.. make an announcement.. 

but still busy signing 4 autograf 4 there chinese junior.. 

ARE U BLIND?? We'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING HERE!!!!

and then fine la.. he doesn't want to take picture..

so we all carry on ..

then the indoor N outDoor game begins..

before that i go and find 'S' .. "come2x.. game dah nk strt"

 but wht is he doing?? make and exques.. that his buddy still busy looking 4seniors.. 4 their signature..

DAMMM HELLL r UU!!!.... (luckily i didn't say that)

then okie la.. we all go to TIBE. and make a circle and start with the ice breaking.. hehe

me n my buddy n my beautifull female junior buddy(my frends buddy) hehe..

n all the others.. was very sporting.. 

i remember this sabahan girl. talk with pure sabhan slang. hehe

just like pian law.. haha

then everythings go fine..

we strt to divide ourself into 2groups .. 1 grp join indoor game... there others 6 join outdoor game..

baru suke2x nk main.. zahir kne balek umah la plak.. familydie xbley msuk umah la plak..

kne pecahkn mangge umah die..

xpe la.. biar die jd perompak prof...skejap..

then,, we start our game without.. zahir.. huu.. my gud frend..

xpelaa.. sblum strt.. then call 'S' lagi..

few times i called.. angkat, tp xde respond pon..

xpela.. on the way kot.. harap nnt die call la.. bile sad smpai TIBE..

urm... then.. the figh-and-flight strt.. heheh

hHHOOOOrayyyy... berlari2x.. smbil reke cheer..(walaupn mcm smpah) 

buat muke happy saje...xpe.. truskn2x.. bgus2x..

hurm... 1st checkpoint dah.. gantoii..

( i not that creative to design a 1malaysia dress... from paper n plastic beg)

whahah.. HAMTAM SAJA LAA...

ha.. apelagi.. juniorla kne jd model.. whahahaha

bestnye jd senior..(totally out of contex frm the 1st paragraph hahah) ..

after check point 1.. bru la terkapai2x.. nk create cheer..

"siape bdk baik.. saye..siape bdk baek ..saye... kami mmg baek .. YYEeeaaaa,,,!!!"

thats was the original cheer.. tp berubah kt checkpoint 2..

waktu buat logo..(me n my buddy idea..)

smily +angle= bdk baek..

hahah lantakla.. janji siap..!! whahahah

then our cheer turn to evolution..

"kami baek,, kamu jahat.. kami sume baek.. kamu sume jahat...

kitekitekitekite6x.. BaEKKKK>>>!!!!!"

pastu sume ckp perasan.. ( xgne nye kak lun..) whahah

xpexpe.. keep going my buddy2x.. junior...

tengah2x bawak.. boleh sesat plak nk ke chek point 3.. 

pusing2x 3kali kt blok d.. at last bru taw... changed place.. at level 2.. hampeh..

then create lagu.. n nyanyi.. whaha

lagu yg mcm sampah.. hasil nukilan ku.. menjadi ikutan..

sing2x.. my frendss.. whahah..

best2x.. my buddy ezat... volenteer acting.. hahaha

kak.zaff.. kuat sket suare..!!!whaha

then last checkpoint.. peeh xskenyeela..

adeke bagi soalan.. pelik2x... 

siapekah name timbalan 1 persiap n berapa buah buskah kepunyaan ktsn???

gantoi xdpt jawab... 2 2 jawapan kami salah.. 

what a shame..(malunye la jd senior..) whahah

then.. kne penalty.. heheh

JERING + BUDU.. desert THICK COFFE with the POWDER..!!!!

UUUWEEEEEEekkkk....!!!

serius like xsedap... whaha( wanblur siap la hang..!!)

hahah

kk.. n then.. go back to TIBE..

then suddenly i wonder where is 'S'...

then i ask his frends.. whre 'S'???

oh 'S' aa.. go somewhere already.. (togethere with his budddy??)

(wht kind of person he is??)

marahnyeeeee laa... tp nvm.. its up to him.. whther to join or nt.. hehe

then the best part..!!!

step on ur enemy balloNNN game!!!.. whahaha

damn helll i cheat in the game.. whahah

akhirnye menang jugak.. hehe

tp xpe.. just 4 fun.. realyy great ..!! like3x.. (copying fb)

then.. closing ceremony.. huuuuuuuu...

finish already.. BuTTTT>>>>

where's my buddy ezat..?? hilang...!!!

masalh peribadi kate kwnnye..

rupenye.. tengah pijak balloon org lain ade org pijak seluar die smpai koyak.. whahaha 

really funny man.. pttla hilang tukar seluar.. whaha

fuuuh.. then abislaa... our buddy interaction day 2010-2011. hehe

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the end..

continue a bit... then zahir n i go to ikea.. mkn karipap ikea n hot dog..

waaaa.. sedapnye..

jln2x.. beli meje jpun ikea.. hhehe

U'LL NEVER WALK ALONE MY BUDDY..!! lets walk at IKEA.

whahah......

i love myself.. and myself loves me.. hehe

nvm wht people said about me.. but i still love my self.. 

(unless there's something that i really need to improve with.. ) hehe

wisdom of the day..!!

"The most excellent Jihad is that for the conquest of self." (Bukhari)

my dizzy day..

lazy lazy lazy.. this is "nafsu" right?

always bugging me around.. especially 2day.. huhu..
get me headache at the end..

but, weird thing happen when i'm lazy..
i prone to go to my grandparents house when i'm lazy.. after that  i probbly will scroll around my phone, looking for someone to talk to..

at this point.. is it still lazy or moody or just looking for attention.?? 
i guess attention it it is..

am i looking for someone who can fill up my heart?? why wont i grab "tafsir" and read it like my others friends did.??  

i need to find some way to win myself, and set up my mind...

ya Allah.. please show me ur guidance...

wisdom of the day..!!

"Whoever loves to meet Allah, Allah loves to meet him." (Bukhari)

my first day!

heehe.. i'm very happy and excited to own this blog.. i mean the "finding the truth" or FTT blog,there are too many thing in my mind that i wanted to pour it out from my brain.. haha

there are many things that i like and dislike.. and there must be a reason for what i have did,
 

this blog will be the home for my mind to cheer himself and it will be a mirror for me to look n improve myself and to learn from others for thing that i leak of..

for all this purpose is to find the truth for my life and reason for every step that i've done